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2022-5-14: a may ramble-
2022-2-20: probably in the worst "i want to do nothing" phase ive had in the past few months. been feeling hella drained, but the worst of it will probably be coming to a close in a few weeks-
2022-1-17: my machine girl concert experience blogpost ig lol, going to some events these past few months has been pretty fun. maybe i'll keep up with it
on an unrelated note everytime i see some fucking confusing drama on social media my motivation to deactivate and dig out my old flip phone grows ever so slightly
2022-1-11: i guess im going to another concert soon. machine girl this time. excited for the ensuing back pain
on a side note, i got a dress and bitch i am feeling myself
2022-1-5: some stuff on the mind for today:
mask culture is so fucking toxic where i am and i despise it. i get so much shit for wearing a mask from some and people's general attitudes towards it have always gravitated to the more hostile side. what is so wrong or frustrating about me wearing a mask? i'm just trying to protect others and myself esp during shit like omicron. it's like this same crowd of people (the ones who are all muh freedom and shit) are the same ones that get pissy if you exercise your right to wear a cloth over your mouth and nose lmao.
also on a funnier note i gave someone my old phone to use because their parents are insane and took their shit but the parents found the phone and the mom sent me tha angriest text i've ever recieved from a parent. legit some of the funniest shit i've seen in years.
the mom really said "how dare you" lmfao what a joke
2022-1-2: random walk through a tunnel-
2022-1-2: wow okay new years was actually kinda fun. did some fun/dumb shit with some mates and honestly its what ive been needing recently. been feeling super dead recently and that kinda woke me up-
2021-12-31: barely coherent end of the year ramble-
2021-12-30: feeling homesick. i feel like i should't be-
2021-12-29: i just think it's really neat when one glance at me is enough to confuse someone.
maybe its because i wear a mask everywhere but ive had like a couple of people not know what the fuck i am. someone's mom thought i was a girl. someone's grandparents couldn't tell if i was a "boy or girl". it's a pretty liberating feeling. i guess this is what they call gender euphoria
2021-12-28: i (finally) got an ipod...-
2021-12-28: they gotta take me out of neocities jail soon i wanna post to my profile-
2021-12-27: just found out neocities had a cli uploader and im fuckin ballin also to anyone finding this site for the first time hi this is the first time ive (actively) used neocities and idk what else i'll upload here but enjoy your stay lol-
2021-12-27: i woke up at fucking 2 pm today and the sun is already setting dear god send help-